Be Obedient

Dear Heavenly Father,

Do you really exist? Are you just something created in human being's mind? If this world comes from randomness, and comes to nothing at the end, why do we live on this earth? Why do you create us? Where are we from? Why are we living?

Every time I want to deny you, but when I think all of these problems, I can see that you are laughing. But father, you did not abandon us, you are always with us. You choose the Israelites as your people first; then you send your son to all the human being. If all of this is not true and just a lie, then we are the tragic ones because we believe in vain. Just as apostle paul said, if Jesus Christ is not true, then our belief is in vain. Father, I believe you exist and all these things are true. But I should admit that sometimes I still doubt, I come to question you, but I cannot deny you, deny the truth and things happen around me which shows that you really exist!

Father, today we have learnt one message from John 5:19-30 where Jesus Christ shows His identity and His submission to you, my heavenly father! Today, I gave a hug to the homeless people just outside of Giant Eagle, at that moment, God, you bring me close to them, with nothing between us. We know that the love is within us!

I always thought, what is the most valuable things in the world? Why do we spend all our effort and time everyday? The ultimate answer is Love! And Love is you, Jesus Christ and God! If there is no love, in other words, no God, what is the meaning of all our effort? Everything is in vain, everything will be meaningless!

Father, you are love! You are the truth! Please Let me know and see this clearly! Without you, we are nothing, we are in vain! Father, give me more faith when I am of little faith! Give me a heart to love other people, especially the low people! Please give me a humble heart! Please let me be obedient to your commandments! No matter what you did in my life, and what you plan is for me, I believe it is the best for me!

Father, I trust you! I believe you! The Bible is the words that you said to our human being! You are the creator of everything and everybody! Father! I love you! Hope your love be with all of us! Wish your kingdom can come soon!

Amen,
Your son and slave,
Wei