Tonight, I spent a few hours reading dahua's blog again. I have learned a lot from him, and get inspired a lot. I can see how he consistently believes what he believes, and do what he thinks is good. He is a real scholar, and a life lover. But still pray that he can also know God some day.
I, and many others, always complain that the research is garbage. But the reason we say this is because we are producing garbage. But dahua really shows his passion for doing research, and his continuous effort on the road. I should learn more from him, and change my attitude toward the research. And I have a strong desire to read the book listed in his blog to build up the foundation for my future research. Hope this time, for the seek of God, I can make it!
It is, in fact, very sad that I may be moved by his blog every time I read it. But after a few days without reading his blog, I will return to my own world, and continue doing in my own way and am proud of what I am doing. I was never changed!
Actually, it is the same for many many things except the research! A lot of time, we will changed by our environment around us and forget the initial good things. If we can keep our faith, and continue seeking the truth, we will be different. It is also the same for faith in Christ! Every time I read God's words, I feel really good and am impressed a lot by the words, but I cannot consistently keep it and maybe uniformed by the outside world for some period of time. If I, Liu Wei, believe something is good, I should consist in that, and work out that little by little, I am sure I will seek the truth one day!
At last, the other thing I can see is that everyone, even dahua, seeks love and relationship a lot, that is why there is a saying: if everything goes away, love will never leave! To me, love is God! I am loved by God! Forgive my sin, and give me totally free, and give me faith in you, and seek the truth and wisdom for my whole life! I am so happy to be child of God!
It is time to read God's words, and pray to him! God, come to renew my mind everyday, so I will not be astray from your truth and from your words!
Amen!
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