I still remember the night when I cry to God very hardly, like a baby. Either by some message from Pastor, or by some thing I experienced, or by some song I listened to. I am sure to say that those time is the happiest time of my life, I have never cried that much before. And after that, I felt relieved because I still know my heavenly father still loves me so deeply.
But I don't know from what time, and don't know what is the reason, with time goes on, I do not cry that much. I do not cry to God so badly as a little child, but I can still feel His love and His care for me even though I did many bad thing against my heavenly father. I am a rebellion child, but He is the faithful father. I thank you my Lord, my king, my everything. Within you, I have my refuge. How could I not knowing your boundless love? How I could ignore your amazing grace? How could I be proud of myself?
Lord, I praise you for what you have done for us - to send your only son on earth and die for us!!! How great it is! I praise you for all that you have done, all because you love us so much.
Lord, I may become more mature, but I know my love for you have also become more mature. I may not need to cry that often to you as before, but I am more sure that you love me more than I can image. Lord, help me to be more obedient to your command and become your true disciple. Give me the humility that I do not have, and give me the love that I do not have. Lord, come to live inside me, I need you, I need you to redeem me.
God, Lord, you are wonderful, you are amazing! All praise be your name!
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